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I'm fucking beat. Oh what a day..
People ask me how I'm doing
And I tell them I'm doing fine. But honestly?
I feel like shit. There are times I just wanna quit,
More times than I'd like to admit.
But I can't help it. My life won't let it go.
It feeds from my woes. And I know there are people who have it worse. But that doesn't stop me from saying FML.
Oh FML.
Out of all 27 letters, the most frequent of them all are FML...

I'm fucking fat. Look at my rolls.
My boyfriend says he likes the way I am
But then I see him on the internet gawking at all these anime hoes.
They all have perky tits and flat stomach's and I know a lot of it is unrealistic.
But then I see the girls on TV and even a couple of my friends.
They have those same type of body's he likes.
And then I look at myself in the mirror. And I have to fight back dry heaving.

I know I could be worse. I know, "At least I'm not obese".
But I definitely don't have a flat tummy, and my titties aren't so perky.
There are days when I feel good. Sometimes I feel sexy and swell.
But on my worse days, I look at me, and start asking myself What the hell?
Oh what the hell?
I use to be decently fitting. I use to wear a size small.
Now what the hell?

I'm so sick of people telling me,
"You're better off than most"
Yeah, true, but that doesn't change the fact that when life throws bread at me, sometimes I can barely make toast.
I try to stay positive. To keep on a smiling.
But sometimes it's hard to cover up 4 hours of crying...

Now I swear, this is not a pity song.
It's just been one of those days that have lasted to long.
You know we all have them. Am I wrong?
Maybe next time, you'll sing along..
Thoughts and Struggles of a Young Adult Pt. 1
A humorous tune to hopefully get a chuckle or two ^-^
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Hello guys! Long time no see! School and work has been kicking my butt, so i haven't been able to buy more art supplies and such to post ><

In other news, I am so itching for a good RP (roleplay) right now. It's not even funny. I got a burst of inspiration of characters and such last night and I MUST express eeet!
JaKell's First Boyrfiend~ Character Intro (Draft) by AzJahlee
JaKell's First Boyrfiend~ Character Intro (Draft)
Long time no talk, guys! I'm soo sorry for my absence. I've been so caught up with school and work as of late. And forgetting my password didn't help much >< But I'm still alive! Hopefully you guys haven't jumped ship on me ^w^

Welp, the title speaks for itself. JaKell is in her first relationship! I'll give a full intro of him when this drawing is finished.

Also, this is my first time drawing facial hair. How does it look? I'm trying to do a beard >< Any pointers?
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CosplayInProgress: Stocking Anarchy~ by AzJahlee
CosplayInProgress: Stocking Anarchy~
Wig just came in today ^-^ Now I gotta wait for the stockings and dress.

I'll have to wait until maybe next week to order the dress though. The less expensive ones don't have my size, but the more expensive ones do have my size. So...Might be a while before I post the complete cosplay ><
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Cosplay: Grell Sutcliff~ Black Butler by AzJahlee
Cosplay: Grell Sutcliff~ Black Butler
Happy Halloween\November from Grell Sutcliff~♡

(Kinda late, but meh) xD
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Hello guys! Long time no see! School and work has been kicking my butt, so i haven't been able to buy more art supplies and such to post ><

In other news, I am so itching for a good RP (roleplay) right now. It's not even funny. I got a burst of inspiration of characters and such last night and I MUST express eeet!

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AzJahlee Auditore
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I'm not that great of an artist. I just enjoy drawing. Sometimes, I tell a story with it. Other times, it's just for fun. My friends highly recommended I join so, here I am.

I have more of an anime/manga-ish style to my drawing. Or abstract designs. I also do photoshop.
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KuroDokuChi Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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Andaelentari Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the watch! :hug:
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OCDVampireDiary Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch :D
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Emily18495 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2016
Thanks for the watch! its much appreciated :) 
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GKnov Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2016   Photographer
Thx for watch :)
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ScribbledInCrayon Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch! ^_^
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somethinglikestars Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you for the watch! :D (Big Grin) 
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Defbomb35 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thx for the watch:D
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Liuh-H Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2015  Hobbyist
Thank you for the watch :'3 imma really appreciated
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MichaelTom Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for watching.
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